She could do out-cutlasses-and-board Nicola - cross because she had to come to church; stoically resigned Nicola - this is nonsense but it keeps Mum happy; cat-with-creamy Nicola - daydreaming about Patrick; alert, inquisitive Nicola - noticing a bird in the background of one of the stained glass windows and wondering if it was meant to be a kestrel; upset-but-not-letting-it-show Nicola - Patrick again.