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I always thought Lois ended up killing herself, because she couldn't get over losing the cricket match. Everyone tells her it's not a matter of life and death, "but they were wrong". I haven't read 'Cricket Term' for about 25 years and I never owned it, but I remember rereading that section over and over and being absolutely chilled by it. Did I read too much into it? Also, given that she's extremely competitive and reasonably good at making excuses for herself and blaming others why doesn't she go on to great success in life?