Esther and Lawrie

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Why does Esther think Lawrie is an ass? And, given how timid and diffident she is, why does she come out and say so in the Tim/Miranda Shepherd Boy altercation during the art lesson in End of Term? It seems so out of character, and all the other characters obviously think so, too.

Just because she's so fond of Nicola and feels she's defending her against an unjust accusation of being unfair in not relinquishing the role of SB to Lawrie? Or because Miranda has put her on the spot and she has to say yes or no to a direct question? Or does she actually think Lawrie is a bit of an idiot? If so, why? Because Lawrie is a performer, when Esther suffers agonies at the mere prospect of doing anything of that nature (apart from netball...), or because Lawrie whines and strops so much when she doesn't get her way, and unlike Esther, makes no effort to hide her incapacities ('I can't light gas. It bangs at me')?

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The last thing Lawrie said before the Tim-Miranda argument was "pretty awful, actually" - referring to Nicola's performance as Shepherd Boy. Which is definitely, positively, Lawrie being an ass. Nicola wasn't awful at all.

So maybe when Miranda put Esther on the spot and she didn't have time to think and get nervous - she came out with what she thought at that instant (especially with Nicola being her Best Friend). She wouldn't necessarily think Lawrie was an ass all the time.